Viven sus sueños

Realization Vs. Revelation

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Location: st. louis, Missouri, United States

Full blooded St.Louis native. Born and raised. I consider myself to be unique. But shouldn't everyone. Clearly our differences are what seperate us and conversely our similarities are what bring us together. I would say i am pretty laid back. I live life like a book(trying to make it through without getting frustrated at the final result) Im cool and i feel like if i can be cool so can everyone else. Things go so much better that way. Compromise it makes everyone happy.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Blazin like a Blunt(parental discretion advised)

Life is like a box of chocolates/except if u single its hard to get/mouth wired shut so its hard to spit/constapated so its hard to sh*t/
i come harder than viagra/ get hit and fall like niagra/ splish splash/bleedin like sam gash/ reached in my pocket and pulled out no cash/ prostitute at my car window like u get no ass/
i burn rubber in escalades like slutty chicks with aids/ now u need clinic aid/waitin to respawn because u been slayed/that stripper i been paid/girls call me peter north cuz they been sprayed/ u had sex wit a man so u ben gayed/ you eat frito lays to say you got laid/
im smooth like a baby's ass wrapped in somethin silky/i talk sh*t like toilet papa so they say im filthy/ i give the ladies choices cuz i got more ways than milky/i murder tracks so my conscience is guilty/
ill cheese you like chedda bob/ if i get head they betta slob/outta work cuz i need a betta job/cant find one so i betta rob/ and steal im hungry for the money like its my last meal
you bark like a tree and bite like a b*tch/ return u to the sender cuz u gotta glitch/ im waitin on payday cuz im not rich/
got chicks in my car so i call it a chicken coupe/ and they swallow me more than chicken soup
ridin down 65 in a vipa/ on ex so im kinda hypa/rowdier than the pied pipa/they say im scared cuz i wont fight ya/b4 u know it im outta sight like a snipa/ and they missin u cuz i sniped ya
its fight night and its round 2/all moneys on me to pound you/ somehow u got murdered and they never found you/even the kids think its funny cuz i clowned you
cake n*ggaz is sweet like icing/ i feast on you n*ggaz because u're so enticing/ i charge the ladies extra cuz im supersizing/ im 5'8 pull down my pants and its kinda surpising/ that my johnson stands taller than the sun rising/

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Love and Time

Seconds into minutes, minutes into hours, hours into days, days into weeks, weeks into months, months into years. Time. It is just one of many things that can be lost and never recovered. Is this a good thing or a bad thing. It depends what the time was spent on and what time it was. If u are having a good time then you feel content with the passing. If u feel anxiety, regret, or hurt then perhaps u wish u could get that time back. Love. Intertwine time and love and see where it gets you.

Have u ever found true love. If so then i would love have that location revealed to me. No matter who you are, everyone enjoys a good love storie with the typical happy ending. Why? because there is something missing in each and every persons life of love. Everyone can relate because they have ecperienced what they are seeing or are experiencing what they see. Remember the first kiss, or how about the first crush. Everyone does. Everyone has their own fantasy, dream, wants, wishes, needs, desires, however you want to put it. They are fulfilled through stories, books, movies, magazines articles, newspaper ads, and sitcoms. And it seems to many that love will walk into their lives at some point in time. And this is true but i am speaking of the love u have with that significant other. The dating to marriage love. The question is when. Well the truth is it will come to about 50% of us considering that is the percentage of successful marriages in the US. Sure that's being picky or technical, but who can say they are in love and arent married. Do they honestly feel like the person they are with is who they would love to spend the rest of their life with? Til DEATH do you part. I dont think so...and maybe i am being pessimistic...but if u say u love them then why not marry them. That is what it is there for...if u are in love and arent married then this marriage thing is overrated and artificial because it is not really needed...but it is a beautiful bondage between two people that share love, intimacy, friendship, loyalty, caring, joy, sadness, anxiety, disappointment and anger. Its hard because everyone is different...there are just similarities in people that are attractive or there are differences that are intriguing: thus opposites attract...

Maybe Love isnt the feeling people are looking for...its been used for so long and so much that it feels like the right thing to say when u get butterflies in the company of another, or the nervous fidgeting, or the passionate kissing/sex, the constant picture of that other person in your mind all day and everyday, the eager anticipation of each moment with them, the curiousity of hoping/wondering do they feel the same way, or the sweet satisfaction of knowing. One word comes to mind and that is love....or is it lust....
but what do i know....im just one in billions that feel this thing they call love....its up to you...because love doesnt need a definition or spokesperson...Love speaks for itself.

Dreams

Viven sus sueños

Which means "live your dreams"
Everyone has dreams and it is said that dreams are recreations of our own life and events. Perhaps they are hidden desires, needs, fears, or meaningless. The question is "what do they mean"
Why is it when you are having a good dream you always seem to wake up...you try and rush back to sleep and maybe you succeed in getting back to it, but that takes a level of concentration that not everyone has. Is it because your dream is so Eutopian that your mind cant handle the perfection and your mind rejects it. Or is it because you get so excited that that u wake yourself.

Why is it when you are having a bad dream at times it is hard to wake yourself. Is it because you need to suffer or at least recognize suffering. Or is it because your mind makes you face your fears.

Either way it goes you will go thru both...good and bad...Life is good and bad...and to live your dreams is to control your life and what direction you go... In your dreams no matter how outta control the dream seems you are in control of it. Thats how u handle life...The only problem is if you love life will life love you back?