Choice

Wants, needs, desire, dreams, aspiratations...all can be achieved by simply making the healthy choices that lead to the sought outcome. The idea is not to want, need, or desire...you must just do. Because when you want that is all you can ascertain is the feeling of want. One must choose the outcome because once you have made the choice then you force that of which you chose to bring itself to you. Do not seek because anything that feels as if it is being chased does not want to be caught. Positive energy and determination attracts that which is desired. What is needed comes naturally because it is a must have. This concept can be applied to any life endeavor, whether it be with work, school, or relationships. Even material possessions fall under this category. If things are positive to you and your life then do not regret them or even think twice about the choice you made to get them. Life wants you to be happy so why deny yourself that which makes you feel good...

For years I had wondered why is it that the things that I want did not seem to come easy or would fall just out of reach. However, I did not give up on them, yet I still was only wanting them. I had not made the choice in my life. So to all do not chase life let life chase you. Because life has already made its decision. If life chases you then it is ultimately up to you to accept what life has to offer.

21

As of July 17th I reached the age of 21...I must say that i dont feel any different but I do notice the mental changes and maturity that I am going thru and those that have arisen. Sure its great to not have the restricted access to certain places. Im able to go out and finally mingle with some(not all) mature young adults. I am one that enjoys thought provoking conversations. I need to meet people that are interested in learning about my experiences as well as wanting to share their own. Im not one to have small talk...as a matter of fact i really dont like it... I want to know whats within...what has caused you(whomever you maybe) to be you...

As far as growing up...I do recognize that I need to be more focused, however I still feel as though I do not know my place in this world...I know what I want in life and I also know what direction I would like my life to go. But I feel as though it is going to take awhile before I fully understand what I am capable of...

I am one who looks at many things and thinks critically about them...why? because to be is to be unexplained. But that does not mean that we should not search for that explanation. We are here to gain wisdom not knowledge..."Knowledge is forgotten, while Wisdom is applied...And that is my goal to apply the concepts I learn everyday. The enhancement of the self is what I see now as an essential tool in reaching enlightenment.

21 and beyond...21 years from now seems so far away...yet the 21 years I have been here seem like its only been seconds...

without time...no seconds, no minutes, no hours, no days, no weeks, no years, etc....its really all one moment. So thats how I live life as one moment, this moment and I Love it.

Whether it be leather in rainy weather(parental discretion advised)

i can flo to any instrumental/whether it be freestyle or with the pencil/ ill leave you swooning gettin sentimental/ sorry but no flames will be rekindled/ not like busta rhymes but they say im animated/ i see through artificial niggaz like they laminated/ when the CD drops you might as well comp me/ and duplicate me like a carbon copy/ stop treatin me like a menace/like it or not im here til the finish/ first place trophy got you boys sick and in critical/ my style comes big in portions thats biblical/ your view is cynical/ while i sit up top as the pinnacle/ the doctor is in so whats ya condition/ seems like my lyrics put his ass in submission/ plenty of danger if i start to feel anger/ from u-city to spanish lakes/ no mistakes cuz we the real deal while you boyz still squeal and keep it unreal like fakes/ it seems like so many people wanna meet and greet me/ when their intentions are trying to figure out ways to defeat me/the unsigned hype/ or the young minded type/ the weeds got me ready to take flight/ lookin down on you niggaz higher than mount everest's height/ dont leave ya valuables unattended/ i wouldnt recommend it/ and dont turn ya back or get ya life up ended/ even without you im living life splendid/ running to fast for you boys got you all winded/ when i come around you freeze up like icicles/ and i call my menage a trois tricycles/ unlike the rest with my inquisitive nature/ except they fear me like darth vader/ true to the force but not a traitor/ i treat you playa fakaz like candy, play you now and later.