21

As of July 17th I reached the age of 21...I must say that i dont feel any different but I do notice the mental changes and maturity that I am going thru and those that have arisen. Sure its great to not have the restricted access to certain places. Im able to go out and finally mingle with some(not all) mature young adults. I am one that enjoys thought provoking conversations. I need to meet people that are interested in learning about my experiences as well as wanting to share their own. Im not one to have small talk...as a matter of fact i really dont like it... I want to know whats within...what has caused you(whomever you maybe) to be you...

As far as growing up...I do recognize that I need to be more focused, however I still feel as though I do not know my place in this world...I know what I want in life and I also know what direction I would like my life to go. But I feel as though it is going to take awhile before I fully understand what I am capable of...

I am one who looks at many things and thinks critically about them...why? because to be is to be unexplained. But that does not mean that we should not search for that explanation. We are here to gain wisdom not knowledge..."Knowledge is forgotten, while Wisdom is applied...And that is my goal to apply the concepts I learn everyday. The enhancement of the self is what I see now as an essential tool in reaching enlightenment.

21 and beyond...21 years from now seems so far away...yet the 21 years I have been here seem like its only been seconds...

without time...no seconds, no minutes, no hours, no days, no weeks, no years, etc....its really all one moment. So thats how I live life as one moment, this moment and I Love it.